Well I have been here a month and sometimes I think that I am the one that needs help. There are times when I think that Michael wants to stay sick. He can act like a child and not do what is expected of him. He is going to have to learn he needs to follow directions and listen to the people who are trying to help him. He is not putting on the C-Pap machine like he is suppose to. If he does not do it tonight then I am going to tell him he needs to either comply with what we are all trying to do for him or I will not be returning and he is going to have to find his own way. I cannot keep asking him to do what is expected and he fight me all the way. I guess I would be one of those mothers in nature that would eat or kill their young if it was not strong enough to survive.
There are days when I am so tired of him not doing what he needs to do that I want to slap him. I can understand how Jackie felt and some of what she went through. But he is my son and he needs to learn to listen and cooperate with me and the doctors. If not then him not getting well will be his fault not mine.
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